I'm not sad at the moment cause it has not really set in that he is leaving. My "MR. MAN" is in the army and is being deployed on Friday. I can't get him off my mind. I don't know what I'm going to do while he's gone. I told him I would behave myself and I will while he's gone. Last night was perfect. He showed up at my door in his army uniform. I felt so special, like I never noticed when women say, "Men in uniforms are sexy", but that shit is true. Of course I got him up out of it *wink*. Honestly, last night was the best sex I've EVER had. I don't know if its because he's leaving or what but that shit was good as fuck. So good that I'm proud I didn't get myself pregnant. Anyways, I'm gonna need a lot to do this upcoming nine months to dam near two years. I figure I get a job cause I need one badly, and get back in school and jump start my fabulous career I have planned for myself. By that time it should time for my love to come back. It's going to be a long journey, but you guys are all in for the ride. I'll have nothing to do but blog. Aren't you guys lucky lol j/k. I can't wait til the day he comes back. Every time he leaves he always finds me first so I'm not too worried.