Prissy Hood Chick

He say, She say

2010-07-13T00:54:00.002-04:00

He say OMG! I need somebody to ride to S.Carolina tomorrow,
I say speaking of S.Carolina, I was supposed to go there with my wife last night.
Y?
To go make some money real quick, I say
Oh, why didn't you go he says
I had already planned to go out with my friend.
Oh girl you know I would've went and got that money he says
I mean I would've too BUT I'm trying to get back in good with the boo I say
Oh so you do want him back he says?
I say FUCK YES! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT HIM
and at that moment I paused and realized what I had said.....
WTF

im alive

2010-05-24T19:15:00.003-04:00

Hey you guys! I know I've been gone for a while but I'm still here. I know I lost all the people that were frequent readers lol but thats okay. I feel like such a new person from when I was blogging before. It's great how people grow in such small periods of time. I love all my fans lol... I'm just a regular person

Loving ME

2010-03-30T03:38:00.002-04:00

It's time I start living MY life for ME!

It"s time I start to live a little and experience shit that'll make ME an even better ME

No more worrying

No more pleasing YOU

Fuck you shawty, it's time you please ME!

It's time I became your #1 priority

IT'S ALL ABOUT ME....TE TE

Call me selfish, but I don't give a dam

I'm learning to LOVE ME

Please myself

make sure I'M okay

cause' at the end of the day I'M ALL I GOT

=)

idk

2010-03-05T02:25:00.002-05:00

I miss him =(

...yearning for his presence

I desire his touch...

an appetite for his dick

a craving for his lips, a drive for his energy, a hunger for his love. I miss him =(

....a will to push through, stay down & stand strong

an eagerness for his encouragement....

dammit

I miss him =(

More TeTe

2010-02-08T16:23:00.001-05:00

Hey everybody, follow me on twitter!!

I know some of you guys are on there so come check me out sometime.
twitter.com/TeTeShawty

PICTURE OVERLOAD!!!!

2010-02-04T19:30:00.002-05:00

IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I BEEN ON MY BLOG....LIKE MONTHS......HERES SOME PICS

FRESH FACED ME...GETTING READY FOR BED

JUST HEADED TO WORK

ME AND MY 2 COWORKERS. WE WERE MEANT TO MEET EACH OTHER. WE ARE ALL SOOO MUCH ALIKE. THE CHOCOLATE ONE IS RONINETTE AND THE CARAMEL ONE IS ROBIN. CRAZY I KNOW. THIS NIGHT WAS HORRIBLE THOUGH. UGH

THESE MOZ STIX WERE ONLY .99 AT CAPTAIN D'S AND THEY WERE YUMMY

DRIVING HOME AFTER THAT BORING NIGHT. DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME......IT'S DANGEROUS

THE REASON I STARTED WORKING OUT...FATTY

DIFFERENT ANGLE

MMM SO I LOVE JOLLY RANCHER SUCKERS AND BLOW POPS

IT WAS SO COLD THAT NIGHT. I AIN DO SHIT THIS NIGHT EITHER

JUS A CUTIE PIE LOL

APT HUNTING

RIDING SHOTGUN THROUGH THE CITY

MY BITCH ACTING LIKE A J

BATTLE OF THE ASSES. THE WINNER IS CLEAR

MY ROBIN..... WE'RE GONNA GET MARRIED

AT ATLANTIC STATION.... THIS XMAS TREE WAS HUGE

MY BITCH

JUS IN THE XMAS SPIRIT

I LIKE TO BE A PASSENGER AS YOU CAN SEE

Observation

2010-02-04T19:21:00.002-05:00

Wow, so lately I've just been observing things and wow the world is crazy. Ladies, it's so important to know what you have between your legs. You can't just have some super soaked box and just be giving it away to just any fella. HELLOOOOOO!!! EVERY NIGGA WANNA FUCK!!!!!! If you just let any ratchet man hit he is gone continue to as long as you let him, no matter what he gotta tell you. Ugh... I swear females can be so F'n naive.

There's a difference

2010-02-04T19:18:00.001-05:00

There is a difference from freak and freaky!!!!!

Which one are you?

Wanna know which one I am? lol*evl*

Which is worst??

2009-11-14T16:33:00.001-05:00

Which do you guys think is worst? Having to stick a dick down your throat or having to put your face in pussy?

Oops!

2009-11-10T15:17:00.004-05:00

So I forgot to post this a while back so I'll just post now. So me and one of my friends wanted to go out to a bar one night. We decided to go to Atlantic Station and kinda bar hop for the night. Wait actually, we didn't decide to go there, we kinda just ended up there lol. So we're walking around looking for Fox's Sports Bar & Grill. We get lost along the way and stop this guy walking his three dogs to ask where it's at. So one of his dogs gets loose but you know it's cool, we're talking and the loose one just loves me, but I didn't love him back. He was jumping on me and everything and I really wanted to say get your fucking dog, but I didn't I just played it cool. So I had on these jeans that were cut up all over my legs and the dog had long nails so it was scratching the fuck outta my legs. OMG. I felt like I was being attacked. So anywho, we finally get to Fox's Sports Bar & Grill and find somewhere to sit. My friend gets up to go to the bathroom. I'm sitting there chilling waiting on some service or something but I never got any. I'm not patient so I was only sitting there for like five minutes. So I get up and go to the bathroom. On the way, it's like two or three people standing outside the bathroom area and I think they were men, but I can't remember. So I walk in the bathroom, and look in the mirror to check myself out and shit, then I look up and see a man peeing!!!! OMG I walked into the MEN'S restroom. So I started laughing to myself like always when I do something crazy and walked out, hoping nobody seen me walk in there. I went into the woman's restroom and just looked in the mirror again smiling thinking I have to stop getting fucked up like that. Then I told my friend what I just did and we had a laughing fest and left. I didn't even want to be in there anymore after that. I felt it was a sign for me to leave. We end up in this bar down a couple places but it felt like an Irish pub. lol. Any who, we got some more drinks and continued our night. I know I always have crazy stories but I promise they are all true. Like all this crazy shit be happening to me. Anywho, I know I haven't been on blogspot lately but I'll be back soon. I joined twitter so follow me on there @TeTeShawty........

The Game!!!

2009-10-20T14:42:00.003-04:00

So after browsing around the internet, I found that finally my favorite show, The Game, will continue taping!!!! Not only will the show be picked back up, but it's moving to ATLANTA!!!! OMG!!!! I'm all kinds of happy. I can't wait til these new shows start to air.

I don't really like this picture cause it's really cheesy and it doesn't capture the essence of the show.... but it's the only one I could find of all of them.

Twitter!!!

2009-10-19T16:54:00.002-04:00

So I'm finally about to join the twitter community!!! Right after this post I will be making my account and getting to know the system. I hope it's worth all the hoopla. So are you on twitter? Yes? well dammit follow me cause I'll follow you!!!

BET Awards

2009-10-13T16:03:00.002-04:00

So this past weekend the BET awards was taped here in the Hollywood of the south....... Atlanta. It was a lot of stuff going on in the city with plenty to do all day. All you had to do was just go downtown. All kinds of parties like BET award kick off parties, BET award pre-parties, After parties, everything. I know all the celebs in town had a blast. Shit the king of parties(as so they said on the radio) Diddy was even in town.

What can you classify yourself ass?

2009-10-08T16:40:00.004-04:00

I'm an amazon!!

So Embarrassing!!!

2009-09-28T01:30:00.002-04:00

Ok so the most embarrassing thing happened to me tonight. OMG I'm embarrassed just typing this. So I go into the gas station to buy some cigarillos and some black & milds.

So I get to the counter and I ask how much a box costs and I get one and 2 black & milds. So as I pull my wallet out my purse to get my i.d. out, a freaking condom falls out my purse onto the floor!!!!!

SO I just start laughing to myself, proceed to give the man my i.d. and money and then I picked it up cause I was thinking how it would look if I just left it there lol. So when I pick it up this man is just watching and when I picked it up he starts laughing saying, "yeah", repeatedly. So I grab my stuff and walk out.

When I turn around, I realize the store had gotten crowded while I was being helped andit was like a long line of ppl behind me!!! OMG

So I'm just giggling to myself and when I get in the car and start laughing histerically and told my friends what just happened to me. I told them I thought the man that was laughing at me probally thought I was juat fucking all kinds of shit. Cause if I was him I would have been thinking , "if she pick it up she a freak", and I surely did pick it up. My bitch was like yea cause it looked like I needed it. The sad part about this is that 1.,I haven't had any in like 2 going on 3 months, 2., I have a boyfriend, 3., the condom was old as fuck lol.

Plus, I don't even use condoms. wtf. I guess why it was so funny to me.

At least the ppl in the store thought I practiced safe sex. WRAP IT UP PPL!!!!( If ur on fuck buddy status)

I miss "MR.MAN"

2009-09-22T01:20:00.004-04:00

I <3 this song and it makes me think of "MR.MAN". *sigh* I miss him n I wish he would hurry up and cum home. Enjoy the song & feel free to sing a long.

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

6 years 5 months
That's how long we've been havin'
This thing we got
Every moment hasn't been perfect
But still when it's perfect it feels
Like we're the only two people
Who have somethin' real
Now 3 years 2 weeks
That's how long we've been raisin'
Our family
And I wouldn't go tradin'
The love that we got
So don't go changin'
I love you just the way you are

[Chorus:]
It's true love
When you say you need me
Like I need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we're not around each other
We don't wanna to be alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know that it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just belive me truthfully cause
Love
Is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life
Cause thats true love

[Verse 2:]
Now when the love is right
Somehow you just know
Because you hold it tight
And you don't want to let it go
And it's so deep inside of you that
You just can't take it cause it
Fills up your heart
And you just,
You can't replace it oh no
Somebody's makin love
Non-stop tonight
And they can't make enough
I know what it feels like
Grab your lover by the hand
Say that you understand
How love really works
So good thats it hurts

[Chorus:]
It's true love
When you say you need me
Like I need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we're not around each other
We don't wanna to be alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just belive me truthfully cause
Love
Is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life
Cause thats true love

[Bridge:]
Cause I don't need nobody but (I,I,I)
You in my life oh baby (I,I,I)(no,no,no)
Those of you that understand what I'm sayin'
Sing along with me say I
Cause I don't need nobody but (I,I,I)
You in my life oh baby (Oh,I,I)(no,no,no)
Those of you that understand what I'm sayin'
Sing along with me say

[Chorus:]
It's true love
When you say you need me
Like I need you
And you can't be without me
Like I can't be without you
It's true love
When we spend time talking on the phone
Cause when we're not around each other
We don't wanna to be alone
It's true love, love, love, love
Don't you know it's good to be in love, love, love, love
Just belive me truthfully cause
Love
Is never ever makin you cry
Before I tell you a lie
I'll give you my life
Cause thats true love

[Song Fades]

Road trip!!!

2009-09-22T01:03:00.002-04:00

So yesterday I went on a lil road trip. Not really, but kinda. Me and my homie just got some green(mary jane) and just drove around. I was sooooo high. I love dat shit. When I smoke I like to explore different things. Like I love reaggae music while smoking. I mean, I can't explain but it sounds really good. But I listen to reaggae even when I'm not high so idk. But on the roadtrip it feels like it made me see stuff other den what's in my hood. I'm a ppl person but in a different kinda way. I love going to the gas station cause its ppl there from all over and you get to just see a little insert into their lives. I can tell alot just from observing ppl. Like if they're rich, poor, mad, happy, stuck up, arrogant, going thru something...all that. But the roadtrip made me realize it's more to life than just the little part of the world I live in. Well that's it for now.

Faking it

2009-09-22T00:44:00.003-04:00

I really don't think niggas get it when it comes to faking it. Every man claims he can tell when a woman is faking it, but let's be honest..... they don't. I've faked it PLENTY of times b4 and

*giggling on the inside cause its so sad hehehe*

it's just so sad how every single last one of dem niggas just thought dey was slanging and had a good sex game.

* now I'm really laughing cause I'm pretty good at this*

I think I'm actually too good though cause I'll come out and tell da dumb ass later on dat I was faking. Do you know this jackass gone tell me " Na you wasn't faking, I had yo ass screaming." Uh duh, it was all a show, just gave me something to do to keep from laughing at yo sorry ass.
I'm sorry, but in my crazy mind, you can't be called/looked at as a man if you gotta lil dick and can't fuck. I'm sorry but to me your nothing but a lil bitch. Might as well be a faggot(no offense). But seriously. I mean honestly, that's like THE only thing that makes you a man is the $5 foot long. Other than that you have no difference from a woman. Just my opinion.

It's crazy though cause til this day, one of the smallest footlongs I've encountered still thinks he was just great and was slanging a "telephone pole." Ugh pa-leez.

*rolls eyez*

I feel its just so sad that men claim they know when a womans faking and has never had a woman fake it with them, but in reality, I bet every man has had at least 1 woman fake it with them, unless they got dat $5 foot looooooong. Te he

Back at it....

2009-09-18T17:35:00.005-04:00

So I just love all the giveaways I run into online!! The newest is this awesome prize w/ these cute ass lashes given away by poppylipstain... Hope i win... check it....

Click the image for details.

Also, Bridget is giving away a Wisteria' palette from the Dame Edna collection MAC had in December last year and really cute makeup bag from the Body Shop as seen in the pic below.

click the pic for details

Piss ya pants funny

2009-09-18T01:58:00.001-04:00

Well.....

He pretty much summed it all up

If you're into the whole ATL music scene

2009-09-18T01:26:00.003-04:00

SO I did a post b4 on this swagged up fella and posted his whole mixtape. I've been waiting so lobg for him to drop a newbie and Mr. Miyagi is on da streets. If your into the whole ATL music sceen den start dis baby up...wouldn't be a fan if I didn't post dis.

It aint really worth shit but hey, he's up and coming...love da song and mixtape doe...

2009-09-17T20:49:00.002-04:00

So let me tell yall bout this shit. I'ma back track for a moment and really tell yall what's been going on with me. So I finally get this job after going on this interview for this new restaurant opening on my most hated part of town......* dun dun duuuun* the eastside. So I go on the interview and it's totally not what I expected. You see the day before*or maybe 2 days b4*, I had another interview at this place called Dirty Ratts. So while the name sounded familiar, I didn't know what kinda place this was. SO me and one of my best bitches go to fill out an application. So trns out it's some kinda strip club. Ok cool.... I can fuck with that. I'm only a waitress and I have no problem with strippers. So we go in, apply, and get a tour around the club. * In my ghetto voice* It was nicccceee. It had these vip booths that looked like beds and this secret looking upstairs NUDE bar with a studio in it. So mind you since we walked in the door it was a flick playing so I'm just thinking it be going down in there. So sfter the tour of the club, we end up back where we started and the manager(I'm guessing) calls us into his office one by one (there was another girl there applying to be a bartender)[+ the club wasn't open, it was around like 9p.m. and they didnt open til 12a.m.] and he hires us. Me and my bitch. So we thinking he don't know ehat the hell he geting hisself into hiring both of us and having both of us come back on Friday(it was like wed.) So both of us is just supper excited, calling people telling dem we got jobs and shit. We were still curious of what kinda club it was and what be going on in there so we would know what to expect. We go online and it says it's a swingers club. Off the rip we both like they be fucking in there and was a lil nervous about going to work that friday. So friday comes around and we had to be there at 12. We arrive and it started off ok. One man in there showed us what we had to do and then we just had to wait around for some customers. They usually didn't have customers til around 3 or 4 in the morning. So first, me and my bitch(her name is Jeannea btw) go sit at the bar area and planned on starting a convo with the other workers(which was nothing but strippers and the bartenders). As soon as we sit down the two bartenders tell us we can't sit there unless we were buying something.* blank stare* First I'm thinking....bitch ain't nobody even in here. But me and Jeannea get up, they proceed to tell us that all the waitresses sit at the first 3 tables to wait for customers. SO as soon as we sit at the table we both say that 1st, they were rude as fuck. 2nd, we thought it was some bullshit and they was just tryna make us sit there so all the old workers would have a lil laugh. No othere old waitresses were there. I'll get into that a lil later. So we wait for more waitresses and some come in and sit whereever the hell they wanted. We look at each other and give the look of war. Oh it was on!!!

tbc....g2g

2009-09-15T19:02:00.002-04:00

I'm so excited.... I now have 16 followers!!!!! Yay!!!!

+ I have sooo much to blog about but when it gets all piled up I forget and can't blog....:(

I'll be back on it soon

Trust and believe....

Plus all the ppl following my blog have these awesome blogs. Check em out!!

What's your 3 favorite words

2009-09-12T12:45:00.002-04:00

My all time 3 favorite words are......

BITCH

FUCK

and

SMOKE

ahhh...... I use those words religiously and it feels so good to say them and hear them coming out my mouth. It makes my heart happy :)

A recovering sociopath

2009-09-12T12:34:00.002-04:00

So I just learned two seconds ago that I used to be a sociopath. WTF!!! That word sounds so harsh. It makes me feel like I'm crazy. I was reading this blog entry which was pretty interesting, until I clicked on this link. While reading it I realized I used to posses most if not all of those qualities. Like I had 'not giving a fuck' bad. But that's how I looked at it, as if I just couldn't find a part inside me that could and would give a fuck about anything. I used to lash out on ppl and try to make them feel as low as possible, got kicked outta 3 schools for the same thing, I always appeared nice and sweet but was a devil in sheeps clothing, I always knew how to get exactly what I wanted( I even used my sociopath ways on my mom cause she used to spoil me like hell), I had no emotions, couldn't fall in love or nothing. I'm glad I've took it upon myself to change my ways cause I felt like I was going nowhere fast. Now I feel like a whole new person. This internet shit is pretty effin awesome!! I just did my 1st self diagnoses. A word to the wise, not giving a phuck is never a good thing.

Giveaway from me to you!!

2009-09-11T16:52:00.002-04:00

So I wanted to wait til I got like around 50 followers to have a giveaway/contest and I think I'll settle for like 25 lol. But I know I want to have it for like halloween time. I seen some cute shit I know you guys would enjoy getting. So pass my blog url around so I can have this giveaway/contest already!!! I still don't know if I want this to be just a giveaway or if I want it to be a contest. If I choose a contest, what kind of contest should it be?

Out of Control

2009-09-11T16:40:00.002-04:00

So this week our sexy ass President, Me. Obama, gave a speech at all the students in America focusing on the importance of education. Now I'm no racist but I mean dam. Yall white people are out of fucking control!! Yall taking shit too far now. First, wheat da fuck was the point of taking your kids out of school so they wouldn't hear the speech? you're only hurting your children. Shit they yours, I don't give a fuck if you want to hinder their future. But this is where I feel like a line has to be drawn. It's ok to protest, but when you're holding up signs that read"Fuck Obama", yall "gone kill Obama", and "Obama should die", out side of childrens schools, wtf kinda example are you setting now? I really believe yall flake under pressure and when something doesn't go your way you wanna blow shit up and kill ppl. Grow da fuck up. I'm pissed to da umpteenth degree. I can't even go on with my post. Ugh

Make up job

2009-09-08T23:38:00.003-04:00

Hey ladies!! And Micheal K : ), so I got this lil gig tomorrow doing make up for a lil video shoot and I'm uber excited. It's not paid and it's really not that big of a deal cause I'm just doing it for my friend but still, I hope every one likes my work. I'm nervous and excited at once. well I'll let you guys know how this goes tomorrow when I get back

chow

We lost a good 1

2009-08-27T17:54:00.003-04:00

It's been eight yrs since singer Aaliyah died in a fatal plane crash. Aaliyah was on the rise in the music industry when she passed and I can't help but think how things would be if she was still here. She wasn't a big star but was doing movies and was actually good in them unlike some singers wanting to be actresses but just not having the talent. I'm just going to come out with my theory. I believe if Aaliyah was still alive, she would be our Beyonce' and Jay-Z probably would have put a ring on her finger instead. She would've been the hottest chick in the game. I mean, at the time of her death, she was only at the beginning of her career and she was only getting better with every new single. I'm no Beyonce' basher, that's just what I believe. It's ok to disagree because everyone is entitled to their opinion, and this is mines.

Funkiimonkee's funny face contest!!!

2009-08-27T02:35:00.004-04:00

So, here is the contest! I love a good laugh n so does this chick over at Funkiimonkee's beauty blog - so she wants ta see some of the best funny faces we can give her:) Obviously, the one that makes her laugh the most will win! It doesn't have to be your face- it can be your friend or your boyfriend/girlfriend or even your dog! Just have to be funny and it has to be your own picture- not something you found on the web or magazine.

I won't hold this up any longer, BUT, I MUST WARN YOU THIS PIC COMES ALIVE AND IT'S LIKE YOU ARE THERE!!!!

GET READY....

click for full image

So here's the story, this chick here is hilarious!! I mean she has got to be like my favorite comedian. But anywho, we were at this thing....blah, blah, blah and like we just playing around being silly trying to take pics too so she did something really funny then posed for the pic with a str8 face while I'm caught in the middle of my laugh. You can tell I was bout to have a good ass laugh too.

I'm soo embarrassed

ugh.... I hope I win

FREE CONDOMS!!!!

2009-08-25T00:06:00.001-04:00

Wrap it up ppl!!! Get a free sample of a Trojan condom of your choice to see which one you like. When you find one you like, stick with it. Go HERE for your free sample.

Giveaways!!

2009-08-21T00:39:00.004-04:00

So first off, Hello Denysia Is having a cute lil giveaway. Check her out!!

Also, Jaimie is having a sweet ass giveaway with multiple ways to win!! Check her out here and spread the word.

Unique Trends is celebrating 100 followers and is having a giveaway in honor of that. Check her out here. If you don't want to enter in her giveaway, just check out her blog, I think it's nice.

"MR.MAN"

2009-08-19T03:11:00.003-04:00

I really miss my man. Ugh.... This fuckin sucks. I'm really not liking the army right now. I need some. And "MR.MAN" is in a whole other freaking country!!! WTF am I supposed to do now. I've been hella bored w/o him. I don't work n I'm not in school. Uhh hello!!!! BOREDOM here! And it's whooping my ass. All I do is eat, sleep, smoke n drink ( No I don't have a fuckin' problem). Maybe I'll try and loose myself in a healthy diet and work out routine. I'm lazy though. Anyways, I miss my man and I can't get into school fast enough!!! Ugh I need something to do!!! None of my friends make it any better either. When I hang w/ my 2 ride or dies, them 2 whores got niggas that's actually in this country. So yes, all ladies know how we are and we love to talk about our men. But I don't wanna hear it. I can't go home to my man like they can. Then there's my otha bitch. She doesn't really do the whole bf thing so I can fuck with her and not feel sad. BUT, both of us have put on about 15 lbs. so we don't be having shit to do any more. We used to have UNBELIEVABLE fun ALL the time. Now. We fat and den fell off. Ugh.... I need to stop playing and loose this weight b4 "MR.MAN" gets back home, which I have no clue when that is. UGH!!! I hate not knowing shit!!

Cut ppl off

2009-08-19T02:56:00.002-04:00

Have the sense that everyone is not your friend. Be able to make positive decisions about the company you keep. Don't let everyone know where you stay and make sure when dealing with anyone, make sure you know where their mama stay. So if some shit go down, you already know what to do. That's how I lead my life. I don't need all the excess baggage. I'm fine having just a few friends. Shit I'd be fine having no friends at all. In the end I'm coming out on the top and the less ppl I associate myself w/ the better. Less ppl to bring me down. less worries and less drama. I only fuck w/ ppl trying to better themselves one way or another. Ppl with big dreams. You are the company you keep so if you hang w/ someone whos life is headed nowhere, then baby girl/boy, yours is pretty much headed that way too. Everyone has dreams of all the best things in life. Why not go for it? I know I am and all my bitches is too. We'll see yall at the top.

I will never do this drug again

2009-08-18T01:39:00.001-04:00

So I tried popping pills before just because I was curious. But man. I will never do this drug ever again. Don't get me wrong, this shit is great but I don't think I can handle that lifestyle. Like while you're rolling ( the feeling you get while under the influence of extacy), the feeling is great. Just fuckin awesome but you dont have any control over the decisions you make. Looking back on my actions from the time period I did pop pills, I'm kinda embarrassed and it makes me giggle a little too. I was trying to fight niggas ( who does that?), trying to fuck anything walking ( extacy makes you SUPER horny), and like my mind frame was all screwed up. I'm not knocking ppl that pop pills, they either have no problem making stupid decisions or are a stronger minded person than me. I just can't do that shit any more. I haven't done that since April I think. I'm proud of myself. I'm glad I was smart enough to stop. I'm lying. "MR.MAN" told me a horrible story and made me promise I would stop. I'm glad I have his ass in my life cause I swore up n down that it wasn't getting the best of me. Oh yea, stay away from the blue ones, they make you retarded. They are the best but you'll be so out of it, you wouldn't know what to do. The red ones are the next best and whatever you do, NEVER EVER pop a white one. OMG. They're cocaine based. Brown ones are herione based. Anybody out there pop or have popped pills? Share your stories.

P.S. I chose this pic cause it looks like a make-up palette. hehe

Sharlene's contest entry!! PIC HEAVY

2009-08-16T17:23:00.004-04:00

Sharlene is having this bomb ass contest over at dairy of a shopaholic. She came up with this great idea for a contest that I had to get in on. It's perfect for all make-up artists( or aspiring ones).I had fun researching the different techniques of Arabic make-up. So here's everything.......

Rules & Requirements:
·First of all you must be a member of blogger.
·You must be a follower of my blog.
·Post as an entry to your blog. Copy these rules onto your entry and link back to this post.
[To copy, highlight and then press ctrl+c, right click has been disabled]
·Take a picture of: Your face, one with your eyes opened and one closed. And a freestyle pose. ·Also include your inspirational photo, if any. Don't forget to list down and take a picture of the products you used.
·Send in your contest entry url as a comment to this post only [for organizational purposes].
All others will not be acknowledged, sorry!

Deadline:
August 31, 2009 11:59 PM Guam Time - That's about 3 weeks from now, so you have plenty of time.
Note: Guam time is advance a few hours from U.S.

So before I start posting pics let me remind you that this IS pic heavy..... also I lost my digi cam so all I have is my camera phone. Sorry for the poor quality pics but I think you can get the feel for what I was going for.

Also I didn't use any props or extras cause I wanted to have the focus on my make-up n what I did. As you will see I even pulled my hair back and did close ups on my make-up.

PLEASE CLICK ON PICS FOR FULL IMAGE. SOME ARE TOO BIG TO FIT ON MY BLOG AND I DON'T WANT TO RE SIZE THEM.....THANKS

Just a teaser

OK I'm clearly cam whoring at this point

I think you can see most of the detail in this one

Ugh... fat face

What I used

So most of the items I used came in this BIG ASS make-up kit I got earlier in the year as a gift ( which triggered my want to become a make-up artist) so they have no name..... I know I know... what a loser using generic make- up.... hopefully I win and get my hands on one of those pallets. But I used cover girl foundation
the gold is NYX....
yep that's pretty much the only name band things in this pic.
The eyelashes(which I lost in the club friday) are #203 from the beauty supply store
Also not pictured, vicky secret Beauty Rush lipgloss

See you whores later!!

N e body think my bang is too long?? I kinda like it

Are times really this hard??

2009-08-16T02:46:00.001-04:00

Dam...

Another cutie/Hot vid

2009-08-14T18:16:00.002-04:00

Kid Cudi is definitely a cutie in my book and this video is bunkin. Hope you gals enjoy

Jay-Z "Run this town" 20 sec preview

2009-08-14T18:09:00.001-04:00

Not really a fan but I know there's a lot of fans out there. Hope you enjoy

He's a cutie n I love

2009-08-05T18:53:00.000-04:00

Don't you just love this video
World premier tonight on BET

Konaddict giveaway!!!

2009-08-03T18:09:00.003-04:00

So I've been hearing and seeing a lot about this Konad craze going around and basically, I want in on it. KonADDICT is giving away a Konad kit B set. Check it out HERE. Her blog is fairly new, but it's pretty cool.

Revlon lashes

2009-08-01T12:27:00.002-04:00

So I got these Revlon lashes a while back in a prize pack I won and the first time I used them......they were great! They went on very easily and looked great! It gave me the lash look I wanted but didn't look like I had on falsies at all. They looked very natural. That's what I loved about them. I don't have anything bad to say about these bad boys.

I clipped back my hair to apply them.... hints the big oily forehead

Missing "MR.MAN", fuckery, natural hair, friends, make-up artist, new music? & new tattoo!!!

2009-07-28T02:12:00.005-04:00

So how have you guys been? Good I hope. I haven't really been feeling like blogging because I've been in weird moods. My "MR.MAN" is off in another country and I miss him. Also this haven't been going my way at all. I did decide that I want to get serious about doing make-up though. That's a plus. Ummm lets see, more good news....... O I'm not pregnant! I started hanging back with my two bitches that I been trying to make time for for like the longest. We been cool since 9th grade. I love dem hoes. I cut ALL da stupid ppl off in my life. It's amazing how fuckin retarded ppl are. I swear most ppl don't know they have COMMON SENSE. But hey that's they problem. I also cut back on getting fucked up all da time. I need to find some ppl in da A that I can do shit with. Like I need a movie partner. I used ta absolutely HATE going to the movies but I guess I've grown and plus a lot of good movies have been coming out so I need someone to go to the movies with me or someone to email me movies and we talk about it and stuff you know. I also want a hair buddy. you know like someone who's hair I can do and they can do mines. That's pretty much self explanitory. O! So I'm having THE hardest time with my natural hair. It's soooo poofy!! I usually keep it braided but I'm wearing it out now. Anyone have any suggestions on what to do with it? The good thing is that it IS growing though. I think by next summer I should have some good length on it and I MIGHT perm it. Idk. If I find a way to control it then I'll stay natural. Any one hear any new good songs lately? If so let me know. I'm very open minded so the genre doesn't matter. O yea I got a new tattoo! It's "MR.MAN"'s name. The question I always get is....."he got yo name tattooed on you?". Well...... the answer is no. I didn't get his name tatted on me for an exchange of him getting mines. My nigga is over in another country right now and I got it. Not cause I miss him or any of that. I love my nigga. We been with each other off n on for like 4 or 5 years. Yes years, not months. He made a huge impact on my life. It's way deeper than you guys could even imagine. Shit I got it cause I wanted it. I could care less if he gets my name or not. I mean Yes I would like it but it's no big deal. I make my own decisions. But it's really big! It's not even finished. I wanted to stop cause I was in sooo much pain. I'm gonna cut this short cause now I'm just rambling on and on. I hope to get you guys comments and let me know some things!!

more giveaways!!! Love this stuff

2009-07-25T01:55:00.005-04:00

Iva is giving away the perfect treat for high heels!! SoleMates!! I want to get my hand on a pair!

look like it does wonders.

Also, Nu Nu Doll is giving away two brand new MAC Graphic Garden Collection palettes. Check it out here.

AND!!!! Blush Me Two Times Babe is having a VERY generous giveaway. Here is the LINK and rules:

1. You Must Be A Follwer! duh!
2. Mention my Giveaway in a post on your blog! Link it & post my rules also.
3. Leave me comment in THIS post; "Blush Me Two Times, Babe!" & leave the link post to the post you made about my give away & YOUR NAME & EMAIL ADDRESS!
4. Good Luck Ladies!!!

Giveaways!!

2009-07-19T21:43:00.003-04:00

Onada's having a nail polish giveaway. One lucky winner will receive two fab bottles of nail polish from Sephora by OPI in two colors of your choice. I've heard great reviews on this product and have been trying to get my hands on some. click da image 4 details.

Iva is also having a giveaway. To thank her followers/friends there is one of her favorite pouches and bangles just for one of her lucky follower/friends! click da image 4 details

Pink Coast designs is also hosting a giveaway. To celebrate the opening of their blog, they're hosting a contest... One lucky winner will win a "Morning Glory" Necklace!

As well as a tube of her favorite kind of chapstick and a nail polish ^_^
If you like her pieces you can also visit her at her website www.pinkcoastdesigns.com

My favorite piece is Wish Upon a Star

MakeupJUNKEE giveaway!

2009-07-16T00:53:00.002-04:00

MakeupJUNKEE is giving away THE biggest prize package I've seen thus far. Check out all the prizes HERE!

iHeartARES cool giveaway!

2009-07-14T20:12:00.006-04:00

This is a cool giveaway. I like. Here's the rules & prizes

-must be a follower to join. if your not a follower just "click" follow and your good to go.
-re post this on your page with a link. include all details and add prize pictures. (Put all three pictures.)
-international friendly.
-leave a comment that you are a follower, you've done the re-post and your answer for the contest. do not leave your email. i will ask for it when the winners are picked.
-there will be 2 winners for the contest and 1 random pick winner. making 3 winners in all.
-my husband will be the judge for the contest.
-my son will pick the random winner.
-these rules are included but not limited to the participants of this contest.
-any questions. please ask in the chat box located in the right side bar.
-oh, and there are a few of you that actually know my husband so that dosent mean you'll get the upper hand. This contest is going to be played fair. Everyone will be treated in an equal manner.

Contest/Giveaway begins: today! July 2nd 2009
Ends: July 15th 2009 (I'm not going to be strict on time. Just make sure you get it in around that date.)
Judging: July 16th -19th 2009 (he will not read any of the entries until the 16th)
Random Pick: July 19th 2009
Announcement of Winners: July 20th or 21st 2009

1st place prize:
-Almay Eye Make Up Remover
-MUFE HD Finishing Powder
-Skull Makeup/Pencil Case
-Hello Kitty Tin Heart with Kawaii Nail Art inside.
-3 bows
-2 Ulta Bronzers.
-5 Pure Luxe e/s.
-5 Ulta Mineral e/s.
-3 Mica Bella e/s.
-2 Jesse's Girl e/s.
2nd place prize:
-Skull Makeup/Pencil Case.
-Ulta Cheek Color in Glow!
-Sephora Lippie.
-Baby Kabuki Brush by Bare Minerals.
-3 bows
-Kawaii Nail art.
-MUFE HD Finishing Powder
-1 Mica Bella e/s.
-3 Pure Luxe e/s.
-4 Jesse's Girl e/s.
-2 Ulta Mineral e/s.
Random prize winner:
Cute Pink and Black Makeup bag.
-MUFE HD Finishing Powder
-Ulta Cheek Color in Glow!
-Kawaii Nail Art.
-3 Small Bows.
-1 Medium Bow.
-MAC Pigment in Teal.
-Ulta Mineral e/s in Platnium.

Giveaway Break - Vera Wang Rock Princess

2009-07-11T20:37:00.001-04:00

check out this new giveaway by lipgloss break.

Bad habits

2009-07-09T01:00:00.002-04:00

So I haven't been on here in a while cause "MR.MAN" came in town for a couple days. Now I'm back so give me a minute ta catch up. I'll post on my "mini vacay" would you call it, a lil later. I gotta package last Thurs. from Stephie. I'll post about that later also.

Ion know

2009-07-09T00:51:00.003-04:00

So after browsing on here for a while, reading comments and shit, I have to vent. People on this shit really think highly of themselves. Like, they think their judgment, criticism, and opinion is needed or valued. I don't know. Shit like dat urkes me. People who think too much of themselves. I'm da kinda chick who believes strongly in places. People, know your place and stay in it! Cause I will walk(read, w/e) my happy ass along and put you in ya rightful place. If you feel like something is wrong, nobody cares. Don't comment on somebody else blog or blog about how you felt about a situation that had nothing to do with you in the first place. These people don't know you, and could give two fucks less about what you got ta say. I guess people with too much to say is automatically on my bad side. Only give ya input when it's needed or asked for. That is all for now.

Amor Vincit Omnia giveaway

2009-07-08T01:23:00.002-04:00

So this is a nice ass prize packet she put together. Check it out here.

Kessa Thea Giveaway

2009-07-05T22:15:00.002-04:00

Check out this cool bday giveaway by Kessa Thea. Cool goodies

PEEK a boo!!

2009-06-30T19:11:00.003-04:00

So MYSOCALLEDFABULOUSLIFE is giving away a new Peek phone. Go there and read her review. The winner gets one free month of service with the phone!! Isn't that just great!! Just what I need in my life.

Bow!

2009-06-29T05:34:00.002-04:00

So the 4th song on my current play list( Young LA Bow) is kinda nice. I mean everytime I listen to it I feel like fuckin. Give it a listen and see if it gets you goin. Drop me a comment on how this song made you feel. I'm curious to see if it's jus me.

Eyezaddiction Birthday giveaway

2009-06-29T03:11:00.002-04:00

So the chick over at eyezaddiction is giving away stuff cause it's her birthday. I'm tryna get in on da goods, Happy Birthday!

Stephie J giveaway

2009-06-29T02:59:00.003-04:00

Stephie J is having her first giveaway. It's pretty cool too. Check her out for your chance to win.

Only x lindah

2009-06-29T02:01:00.001-04:00

So this chick over at onlyxlindah is having a giveaway. It's really nice. All u have ta do is guess ha age.

I got a package

2009-06-29T01:40:00.002-04:00

SO on Thursday I received a package form Claire over at Lacquer Laine. I got Two Sally Hansen Hi-Definition nail polishes. One in 08 Hi-Res and one in 02 Blu. I will do a review on these two when I do my nails. But thanks Claire, I got your package Thursday!!

Real world

2009-06-28T00:19:00.002-04:00

So I would totally go on the real world. Free drinks, food, and clubbing. Shit I could go on vacay for like 2 months and come back refreshed. + I know there has never been a chick like me on real world b4. && I would hope my best bitch got on the show too so we could shut where ever city down together.

Nancylauren giveaway!!

2009-06-27T12:56:00.001-04:00

Nacylauren is having a sweet ass giveaway!! Check it out here.

Flyaway Jewelry Giveaway!!

2009-06-27T12:29:00.002-04:00

So I've won 2 giveaways so far so now I'm hooked. Flyaway has beautiful jewelry and I would love to rock their shit!! Go here for details!!

The sexiest shoe a woman could EVER wear

2009-06-25T17:40:00.002-04:00

Platforms are the sexiest!!! Point blank period. Gucci and Christian Louboutin does a FANTABULOUS job at creating sex for your feet without looking slutted out. Every woman should have AT LEAST one pair of platform heels in her closet!! If not, shit you are seriously missing out!! I feel like these are those most feminine shoes created. OMG

Discouraging

2009-06-24T02:38:00.002-04:00

Man. Ion have NO followers!!!! I've had this blog for a while and still no followers!!! Like I gotta counter so I know ppl be browsing but I want sum mutha fuckin followers!!! I got interesting shit to say but no one to listen(read). Ugh u suck massive dick if ur not a follower of my awesome blog bitchesss.

That is all

My boo

2009-06-24T02:31:00.002-04:00

So "MR.MAN" is cumin home at da end of next week!! I can't wait.... I know I'm gonna be missing for a couple days cause I miss him. I'm n da process of teachin myself dis new trick I saw n everything. I know he'll love it. But its not what u guys think..... I know yall prolly thinkin sumn crazy. But dam I haven't seen him in months. MONTHS!!!! It's definately goin dowwwwn. Everywhere. From when I pick him up from da airport til I can't take n e more.... n it's been months so I got sum shit built up. It's like each day I get more n more excited. Ion even wan blog n e more.... I'm ready 4 my baby 2 cum home to me. Until den
laterz

Yay!

2009-06-20T02:44:00.002-04:00

So I won the Revlon Lash & Nail contest!!! I can't wait to get my package!!!! It's my first time getting something free in the mail!!!! And the first time I win a contest online!!! Yay!!

Living in a different world

2009-06-17T02:12:00.001-04:00

As people, we grow and experience different things as we go through life. Depending on who brought you into this world, you experience different things at different moments in life. Some people will never go through some of the things you go through and learn the lessons you've learned. Me personally, I've just come to realize everybody doesn't live in the same world, even though we're all here on earth. See I'm living in the real world now. Before, my world was sheltered like all the rich people. They all live in an imaginary world where you get what you want with no hardships. You're just handed and given shit. No work necessary. Just ask n you got it. Now I realize dat there's another world out there. The real world, where people are poor, can't provide for their families, money tight like a sum bitch. People will rob you, kill you and run all through yo shit. I knew it was real before but I ain't really give a fuck, not til I was with them. No money, nowhere to stay. I was willing to do ALMOST anything to get some money. Rob a nigga, I had to get it by hook or crook. Shit I still live in this rough ass world. You gotta get out here n grind. Ain't nobody gone hand you shit. If you want sumn, go get it ya dam self, cause in the end, when you got yo own shit that u knw u bussed yo ass for, it'll feel way better den being handed anything. I love a hustla, cause I know they hungry. Thay gotta get it and they ain't gone wait around for nobody to hand dem shit. I also love a slacker. A nigga dat don't give a fuck about his sack. If you don't give a fuck about it den I don't either, n I'ma take it. You can't trust NOBODY. That's the world I live in. A world where I gotta go get it. When you see me wit dat hot shit, you know I got it my self n it's hard earned.
Not having to work for shit like paris hilton could be great, but I rather earn my shit.I'm glad I switched worlds cause my circle of friends changed along with it. No moochin, stuck up hoes in my click. Jus sum hustlin ass hood bitches!!!N I luv em

How you know you got IT Pt. 1

2009-06-17T02:02:00.003-04:00

All chicks claim to be BAD. All chicks think they just that bitch. But how can you tell you are one of the few bad bitches out there? If you can leave yo house, and come home fucked up... I mean pissy drunk, and you aint spent not a penny, den u a bad bitch. Don't get me wrong, in order to be bad you gotta have ya own, but what's better den saving yo shit n spending somebody else's shit? If a nigga look at you and tip you, for no apparent reason, you a bad bitch. If everytime you leave yo house and come home with more moneey den you left wit, you a bad bitch. If you out here grinding, making sure you straight, you a bad bitch. If you can ball jus cause n not only when you can, you a bad bitch my sista. If you ain't depending on nobody n got ya own shit, baby girl you a 5 star bitch. If you know how to use ya 3 B's(Brain's, Beauty, and Booty) you can have it all. The sky is da limit. But ya can't be no dumb hoe. Gots ta know dat. I just thought I should state sum facts. I'll probably have another part to this, so if you a bad bitch so far, keep up.

Pinkfish Pie contest!!

2009-06-16T01:31:00.002-04:00

So lately I've been searching through blogs and have been coming across a lot of different kinds of contests. I <3 free shit and I'm pretty good when it comes to make-up so I figured why not try n win some free products. I can try them free n if I don't like em then ion ever have to spend money on em. N e who..... Pinkfish Pie is having a giveaway. For all the info you can click the pic. I hope I win this contest cause I surely did loose the last one.

Revlon Lash & Nail Giveaway

2009-06-07T01:33:00.002-04:00

This lovely makeup mama is giving away some fab lashes and nails. I hope I win the contest cause I've never tried Revlon lashes and the Intensifying lashes look great!

Stay Positive

2009-05-30T13:03:00.002-04:00

Everyone needs a few words of encouragement every once n a while. It really helps because you never really know how someones day is going. So for everybody out there getting it, aim higher. For everybody out there that's down and out, it's not gonna last forever. Goods always out weigh the bad. Don't put off what you can do today for tomorrow. For all you guys out there without a job, be persistent. And don't be lazy. A person who sit around and sleep all day can't do nothing but dream, and Martin Luther King Jr. had a dream but he died before he could see it come true. Be inspired and strive to be great. Knowledge is power. Never let your emotions out weigh your intelligence. And always watch your sack( money, anything) cause a nigga dnt give a fuck about yo sack and is ALWAYS waiting to catch you slipping. I hope everyone feels the need to go and do something with dey self. Go make some money or take care of ya family. And always watch ya sack.

Ugh... thighs

2009-05-28T04:01:00.002-04:00

So ladies, have you ever wished you had bigger thighs? If you answered no, you're smart. If you answered yes, trust me, you don't.
Having big thighs are crazy. Your pants will be super tight around the thighs and too big around the waist. WTF. It's hard to find pants to fit and you might even have to go UP in pants size. No chick wants to do that. It hurt my feelings when I had to do that. Also if your not used to wearing belts, they will become a necessity in your wardrobe, unless you like showing your ass.
It's just an inconvenience. All your shorts will always be rising above them and make your short shorts look extremely short. Ugghhh.....
Just a heads up for you ladies. I wish I had this heads up.

Atlanta

2009-05-27T01:47:00.002-04:00

So I always wanted to be on T.V. saying this when I got famous but I feel like I could do a rough draft here on my blog that nobody follows so hey, here it goes.

There is no place in the world like the A! You could never get this much entertainment, good looking people and weather anywhere else on earth. Atlanta got a swag of it's own. We might be a lil country and ghetto down here but shit, if you like the south, thick chicks, and some good ass home cooking, then you need to come to the A! We also got this Futuristic shit going on down here. Mostly ppl from WEST Atlanta are on this futuristic shit for real. I don't know if this style is known nation wide but if you seen young LA on t.v. then thats the perfect example. All the mohawk shawties ( which are sexy as fuck!!) and the black boy swag, white boy tags shit. That's when you see a nigga with a bunch of Polo, Areo, Hollister or any of that stuff on. he on his futuristic shit. Man ppl down here do shit you would never see anywhere else. It's the land of hood celebrities. PPl dat just have stupid gwap that's from ya hood and just on the grind. Hood rich id the term. But you will grt killed out here so be safe if/when you visit. Hope you have a blast here cause it's so much to do even when there's nothing to do.

Took my micros out

2009-05-27T01:34:00.001-04:00

It's my fav. color. I like it. So you should <3 it!!

So it's been a minute.

2009-05-12T01:56:00.003-04:00

Hey you guys.

Wow. A lot has happened while I've been gone but not really. Hehe. So "MR.MAN" was being nosy and finally read my blog. I didn't ever want him to read it but shit, it's whatever. He already know what it is. Uhm, You guys. I just wanted a new blog. I'm kinda distracted right now though. Get back with you whores later

**Chow**

My shit!!!

2009-04-24T08:07:00.003-04:00

So I absolutely <3 this song. This shit not new anymore or anything but i <3! Every time I hear this song I stop what the fuck I'm doing and just JUUG. Call me hood, call me ghetto, call me country but this is my mutha fuckin shit. This shit beat down da block. Every time I listen to this song I feel like I should be standing on top of something, bunkin with a drink in my hand. Shit maybe two. If you aint been put on to J Money (First nam Last name) by now, let me formally introduce you. Ladies && gentleman, the inventor to all this futuristic shit. Mr. J Money, First name Last name. Listen to what he saying in this song. If you can't relate to not a dam quote or phrase in this song, ion knw what ta tell ya. But I definately dnt fuck with ya. We wouldn't even get along. This not the version I perfer, but it'll have to do for now, just so you can get the picture. Turn yo speakers all the way up when you listen to this.

First Name, Last Name - J. Money

Now tell me that's not your new favorite song. Up north ppl probably wont like it but I can give two fucks less. Really. Listen
" Ray Charles diamond that'll blind the WHOLE nation."

" Real trap scholar, all about my dollar, call the news && the jail like I hit the lotto."

"Shine, Stunt, Ball hard. Yea dats da motto"

"Streets den fucked up, some say I lucked up, and I was at the BOTTOM now I'm at the top STUCK. I'm super swagged up, seven days a week, n 365 you can catch me chasin chesse."

Man wtf. Ion even have no more to say. Listen to dis man shit. Real nigga shit. Spread the word on him too. Swagg yaself up wit some J Money.

**Chow**

Nothing new

2009-04-21T20:42:00.003-04:00

So lately, nothing exciting has happened. What a bummer. Any who, I have one new follower!!! Yay me!! Yesterday was 4:20!! All the smokers out there, I hope yall burnt it down on nothing but loud. I've noticed for like the past two years, non-smokers have just been making a big deal of this great day. OMG. What for? It's a smoking day, just leave it at that. If you love shoes, and there is one day out the year where you can get any shoe for free, all day long. You wouldn't ask questions, you'd be out there getting them free shoes. Get it now? If not, I'm glad I'm not as slow as you. Moving along, I've seen some crazy shit lately and I'll surely post it later. I just wanted to post somthing updated seemingly I have some annomous lurkers. So hey, just wanted to keep you posted. Become a follower and make me feel better, or at least drop a comment so I can have somthing to do lol. Read! Comment!! Love!!! Enjoy!!!!

**Chow**

Last night

2009-04-19T13:22:00.002-04:00

Last night was horrible. I could not sleep worth shit. All I kept dreaming about was "MR.MAN". Not that it's a bad thing but gosh. I kept waking up trying to change my thoughts but it didn't work. Not at all. I wonder what that means, if anything. Like why is dis nigga stuck on my mind? Am I on his mind like dis too? Lol I kinda think I am. We've been on a great note lately. Well I'm very tired and today is gonna be a long boring day. I'll probably blog some more later.

**chow**

I'm so <3'n this

2009-04-16T01:12:00.004-04:00

I love Kimora because she is simply fabulous. She made a name for herself in the industry and now she's rich, living the perfect life. She has ppl kissing her ass and two beautiful daughters. We all know she can be a bit much at times but I still <3. I think Djimon is EXACTLY what Kimora needs in her life. Someone to calm her down sometimes. I think they're the perfect balance for each other. Every woman needs someone she can just surrender herself to && that's exactly what Djimon is for her. &+ they're so effin cute together. I can't wait to see what the baby looks like.

"MR.MAN" is leaving

2009-04-16T00:45:00.003-04:00

I'm not sad at the moment cause it has not really set in that he is leaving. My "MR. MAN" is in the army and is being deployed on Friday. I can't get him off my mind. I don't know what I'm going to do while he's gone. I told him I would behave myself and I will while he's gone. Last night was perfect. He showed up at my door in his army uniform. I felt so special, like I never noticed when women say, "Men in uniforms are sexy", but that shit is true. Of course I got him up out of it *wink*. Honestly, last night was the best sex I've EVER had. I don't know if its because he's leaving or what but that shit was good as fuck. So good that I'm proud I didn't get myself pregnant. Anyways, I'm gonna need a lot to do this upcoming nine months to dam near two years. I figure I get a job cause I need one badly, and get back in school and jump start my fabulous career I have planned for myself. By that time it should time for my love to come back. It's going to be a long journey, but you guys are all in for the ride. I'll have nothing to do but blog. Aren't you guys lucky lol j/k. I can't wait til the day he comes back. Every time he leaves he always finds me first so I'm not too worried.

OMG WTF?

2009-04-11T17:51:00.004-04:00

So I dnt think I like chicks bald. Some chicks are very pretty && can pull it off but every time I see a bald chick it kinda freaks me out, && makes me feel uncomfortable. Cassie. Hhmmmm.... is this a publicity stunt? She is very pretty with naturally good hair. WTF? This behavior is uncalled for. Its crazy what ppl are doing now days for attention and to try and stand out. I feel like this is outragous.

Update

2009-04-11T16:59:00.003-04:00

So nothing new has really been going on with me. I had a great Fucked up Friday. Didn't really do anything until the night time. I still need a job. && o yeah, my patna patna patna got out so we celebrated. I'm kinda getting over the whole myspace facebook thing && think I might try a twitter page. idk though. Uhmmmm..... not really much I have to say about myself right now so .....

**Chow**

Terrible turned Terriffic!!

2009-04-09T13:43:00.004-04:00

So as I stated before, I have a name for everyday of the week. So Tuesday is Terrible Tuesday because nothing good ever happens on a Tuesday. But this week my Terrible Tuesday was Terrific!! I seen "MR.MAN" AGAIN!!! && once again, it was perfect. This time he spent the night ova my house && I enjoyed it. It was just like the good ol days when we was actually together. We've known each other for like five years && went together twice for a total of two years && here comes the good part. We haven't fucked until this week!! Wow I knw!! Talk about a bitch think she bad...... any who. I knew he would brighten up my day && that he absolutely did. Thanx "MR.MAN"!!!

No Move Monday

2009-04-07T09:16:00.004-04:00

So yesterday was my first day having a blog. I have no followers but myself : ). I have a name for everyday of the week. Yesterday was no move Monday and it never fails that it's never a move on Monday. So after I got all excited about finally gettin up the balls to create my on blogspot, I sat around for a while and jus got STOOPID fucked up. sad thing about it was it was only like 5 p.m. I need a effin job bad.

Off subject I realized I have shaky hands. Idk. The sad thing is I dnt expect today to be any better. It's Terrible Tuesday. Something always goes bad on tuesday. Only thing I'm looking forward to today is seeing "MR. MAN". That'll brighten my day up jus fine.

Hope I gain more followers today. Read. Enjoy. Comment. Love!

"MR.MAN" && I

2009-04-06T09:05:00.000-04:00

So I seen HIM yesterday. We'll just call HIM, "MR.MAN".

We've known each other since I was in like the 8th grade. When we first met each other, we was going at it. Just cursing each other out && everything. But I liked that shit. So we became cool && was just real good patnas for like a year or so before we finally made it official. We had a good relationship for the most part. It had bumps and curves( lying && cheating ((not on my part))) but we were happy with each other && that's what makes ppl stay together. So we went at it for about a year && some change && ended our relationship but we remained good friends, considering the fact that we knew each other for a while before we started dating.

So while we're "just friends", mind you we fell in love and went thru some shit while we were together. Any who, "MR. MAN" deciedes he wants to better himself and get out of the street life which I was DEF all for by joining the ARMY. So while I wanted to my friend/lover better himself, I didnt want him to leave. But he did && came back a SEEMINGLY changed man.

So he comes back && approches me on sum getting back together shit. I wasn't having it. At least I thought I wasn't lol. We get back together, go at it for about 6 or 7 months I say && he breaks up with me AGAIN. So I'm just hurt, heart broken.......hell I was pissed the fuk off. But thru it all, we ALWAYS remained friends.

So I haven't talked to this nigga for I say a year && some change. But I knew he would be leaving to go to IRAQ : ( soon so I figured I'd get back in contact with my favorite person.

So I seen "MR. MAN" yesterday : ). It was great. Perfect. I'm just gonna go out on da limb and say WOW. I'm his property, "so he says" and its true cause he's def mines. I'm not gne get too cocky on yall and say I'm ALWAYS #1 but dam. What I will say is "MR. MAN" ALWAYS comes home : ).

My first blog!!

2009-04-06T08:50:00.000-04:00

Hello world!

I've lately been reading a lot of different types of blogs && stuff && loved the whole blogging idea. At first I didn't know wtf a blog was but now I think I love blogs. I feel I have a pretty interesting life so hey, why not let the world see a little side of me. I'm a simple prissy hood chick. I dnt take the prissy shit to the extreme..... I'm just a lady. Not a bitch. I'm a diva. Not because of Beyonce' cause I'm def not a fan of hers. But I'm truly a diva. Hood because of my mentality and what I stand for. I love simple things. Doesn't take much to plz me. But I do love going all out sometimes because I mean what girl doesn't love that stuff. Everyone likes to feel special every now &&d again. Um..... I guess as time goes on you guys will learn more and more about me. You can watch me go from total bliss to pissed off completely. I'll make this short since it's only my first blog.

**Chow**